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Two things can be true at once

It’s the thing I keep coming back to, or rather keeps coming back at me. From my therapist, from my psychiatrist, from my friends, and even from the universe. I really don’t know why this is a common thing in my life right now. What does it mean? I understand the duality of man - or woman? - but still… can’t this shit be less complicated? When I prefer things to be black and white, 1s and 0s, on or off.. I’m not allowed the luxury right now.. for whatever fucked up reason. Actually, I know the reason. I’m apparently dissociating from reality. Side note - if you ask your psych for a diagnosis of complex post-traumatic disorder, they won’t give it to you and diagnose you with anxiety, depression, adhd.. or D: all of the above.

But ya know what? It’s ok. I’m trying to learn how to live on my own after 7.5 years, and learn how to not allow people to define my actions - to do what I want to do. Whatever that is.. I honestly am not sure I know the answer to that any more though.